SHOUTs. (:
Sunday, December 25, 2005
today i went 2 e church service @ e kallang indoor stadium w limin. E church was New Creation Church. N e preacher was Pastor Joseph Prince. Write more tmr.. v tired. go to bed first tmr got lots to write=) cya!
im bleeding; but at least im alive (:
Sunday, March 06, 2005
hmmph.. im bac. siting before mi computer, typing mi blog.. i must make it a habit 2 post at least once a wk... no no twice a wk... sum interesting events happened dis wk... im very happie n content now dat i've cleared up mi internal struggle!... hmmph... i hope wad happened dis wk is not just a blissful dream or mayb it might turn out to b sum kind of nitemare... or just another chapter of mi teenage life in wich i'll laugh at how stupid i m now in yrs to come... whatever it is... i guess i'll leave it to fate to decide. but i hope im not making the biggest mistake in mi life by doing dat... n hope not dat im making a fool of myself, or just running round in circles... cus mi life has been going in circles n i've owaes come back to square one, empty handed. It owaes seem as though i've d unlucky ability of destroying wadeva golden opportunities given to me by God unknowingly. i guess one wud call it stupid. i've nv been able to retain relationships w mi close n best frens and we often end up becoming strangers.... guess i've gota work harder in d future dan... hmmph im feeling extremely lethargic 4 no reason. well, i guess prob it's tyme to pack up n sleep. mayb i shud give up n stop waiting 4 it...
im bleeding; but at least im alive (:
Sunday, February 27, 2005
omg.... mi life's getting so monotonous... just finished my histroy 'assignment'(it was an essay):/.... Later, im gonna write a leeter to hanaa.. AGAIN... well not tat i dunt wanna write to her. but, i just wana use it as a metaphor to show how predictable my life is. (-_-)'"... Man, i must learn how to relax... i must learn howto remind myself that i m working towards my goal, my aim, my DREaM! i shall learn to be optimistic. And ignore what other ppl think abt me. i shud learn from e chinese essay i read during our HCL test... I shud b more forgiving n ignore SLY's shallow, sarcastic words. hmmph... now i learnt how words hurt more than anything. Juzt thinking of her dissapproving, b****y face, infurates me. argghh.. i wanna puke.. hmmph.. i shud try not to make any mistakes of e past. i shud try to b more forgiving. just treat her insults lyk a piece of dirt.... gota go catch sum winks ... falling asleep on mi keyboard... back to mi own happie dreamland(^^)
im bleeding; but at least im alive (:
Saturday, November 27, 2004
mornings... omg! it's 11 ready!... but nvm... 2dae i kinda skipped fenzu 'cus i was so tired (n sick) dat i cnd't get out of e bed so early... n after geting outta bed i feel even more tired... *yawn* *yawn*... i tink dat our sch's crazie... i mean being in sch 4 gz competition dey shud let us rest( well, at least 4 2dae!).. i completely understand their 'unselfish' concerns n worries dat dey want us 2 practise 2 clinch a gold medal in SYF nxt yr( notice i highlighted nxt yr in red?) I totally appreciate it n is extremely upset n apologetic 4 causing dem unncessary anxiety n i regret it? 4 how well dey treated us? i mean, first, dey organise sum useless east zone schs competition 4 gz onli?! n dan forced us 2 take part cause dere's not enuf participants. in e end, we were 2 help other ppl carry deir zhengs n move dese humongus instrumnets arnd clumsily... Amid of all dese moving arnd, we got scolded or scowled at just becus we bumoed e zhengs accidently on e narrow stariways in e backstage.. as a result, making a unbelivably loud noise dat might frighten e unbelivably smallll bunch of audience n send them out of deir seats?.. argghhh... pathetic... a whole bunh of wasteful crap... NONsense... Eventually, our sch ended up taking sum of e top prizes( sry im trying not to brag but, in actual fact, it's e majority..).......phew finally... everything is over.. n so is my mani daes of sleepless nites n e unexpected thrill of waking up in a midst of being swallowed up by sum monster frm i. robot in my dreams( nitemares actually)....
im bleeding; but at least im alive (:
Monday, October 25, 2004
booos....i haf owaes 'admired' dose hu can go on mc..but i dint realise it will turn out diz wae 4 me....(T_T)...Now, i've got an mc but I M SiC! CAN U B~LIEVE E LUCK I'VE GOT?!...Man, mi mom's gonna force me 2 sit and rest @ hm... i cant even go out even if i haf e tyme..! ~siGh~... i feel so tired and bored... mi eyelids r at risk of drooping 1mm per min... guess i cud finish writing diz entry b4 i fall asleep on my keyboard..drooling... arghhh!... Aniway, i went 2 visit e doctor 2dae after sch... haha isn't it weird dat everytyme i went 2 see diz doc. i will ask 4 mc....weLL... diz tyme rnd im glad dat he still remember my face n started writing me an mc even b4 i cud sae anything!....argh...issit gud or bad? weLL, if DM Kiw wAh wAh were 2 know diz, he wud, definitely, lecture mi 4 half an hour non-stop abt how diz wud diminish e guai guai image ppl haf of e ' FELLOW DUNMANIANS'. on e other hand, it iz veh convenient 4 me!..nvm ..hu carez abt e mind-numbing dicipline master=P...h0pe i cud get weLL s00ner!...(oh no i m going bonkers..!argghghh)
im bleeding; but at least im alive (:
Sunday, October 17, 2004
omg! how am i gonna stand nagging 4 one whole sUnday mornning?! ...weep weep(T_T)... firstly, i woke up in e morning, so refreshed and peaceful(^-^)....dan i saw her...something happened n i was pissed off.... my whole wonderful morning mood faded...almost instantly.. i quickly backed into mi bedroom with mi kaya bread toast.......phew lucky i managed 2 calm down eventually....but i m still pretty irritable....dan i realised my weekly allowance was 2 b reduced juzt bcuz dere's no sch frm mon~fri(o_0)...[sighhh]....i tot dat i will make do w 12 bucks den but N.Q wants it 2 reduce it to 10 bucs. Three words, "wads a diff" immediately popped up in my half-sleeping mind.....well, in fact it seems 2 make a lot of diff 2 her n she became pissed off ....She slamed e door, leaving me in a daze...I found myself questioning wad's a big deal. Man! i cant stand her anymore!! her sight makes me wanna puke[-_-]......haiz i've got 2 relax....
im bleeding; but at least im alive (:
Sunday, October 03, 2004
phew...juzt another dae gone...juzt a dae nearer 2 examz.....oh no geogaphy('_');; haiz....after finish studying dozens of chapters one after another, i m finally left w 11 chaps.... unbelievable..haha i nearly went crazie diz morning mugging 4 e stupid examz....luckie i m able 2 get out of my hse 2 dance. hmmm it gave me a break 4 sum fresh air b4 i tire myself out.....mmm wonder was i wud b lyk 2 yrs l8ter studying 4 O' levels....i can juzt imagine myself going insane studying 4 O's..............(*.*)..............arghhh...i gotta knpck out of diz nitemare... haha...oh noz e TV programme iz starting......=p
im bleeding; but at least im alive (: