SHOUTs. (:
Sunday, March 06, 2005
hmmph.. im bac. siting before mi computer, typing mi blog.. i must make it a habit 2 post at least once a wk... no no twice a wk... sum interesting events happened dis wk... im very happie n content now dat i've cleared up mi internal struggle!... hmmph... i hope wad happened dis wk is not just a blissful dream or mayb it might turn out to b sum kind of nitemare... or just another chapter of mi teenage life in wich i'll laugh at how stupid i m now in yrs to come... whatever it is... i guess i'll leave it to fate to decide. but i hope im not making the biggest mistake in mi life by doing dat... n hope not dat im making a fool of myself, or just running round in circles... cus mi life has been going in circles n i've owaes come back to square one, empty handed. It owaes seem as though i've d unlucky ability of destroying wadeva golden opportunities given to me by God unknowingly. i guess one wud call it stupid. i've nv been able to retain relationships w mi close n best frens and we often end up becoming strangers.... guess i've gota work harder in d future dan... hmmph im feeling extremely lethargic 4 no reason. well, i guess prob it's tyme to pack up n sleep. mayb i shud give up n stop waiting 4 it...
im bleeding; but at least im alive (: